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Twenty years to grow old, only two to fade away. Cut loose in the world - to have my adolescent angst forged into hard, reluctant acceptance and passivity. In those years, the time I had spent in university seemed sweet to me, unbearably sweet. A certain weight pressed on my chest when I played the old familiar music I had listened to, or when my nose was occasioned by the smell like that of a dusty lecture theatre. The Margrave saw at a glance that here was food for his hunger after knowledge concerning abnormal working of the human heart. He made his way swiftly to the young man's side and took his arm. "Come with me at once," he said, in the low but commanding voice that his waiters had learned to fear.
"Pinched," remarked the young man, looking up at him with expressionless eyes. "Pinched by a painless dentist. Take me away, flatty, and give me gas. Some lay eggs and some lay none. When is a hen?"
Still deeply seized by some inward grief, but tractable, he allowed Quigg to lead him away and down the street to a little park.
There, seated on a bench, he upon whom a corner of the great Caliph's mantle has descended, spake with kindness and discretion, seeking to know what evil had come upon the other, disturbing his soul and driving him to such ill-considered and ruinous waste of his substance and stores.
So hubris turned to nemesis. All I had to sell was my intellect, my labour. Programming computers for a good wage, isolated in a cosy but barren flat. I remained in Cambridge, not thinking that this was a town within a university, and that I should feel the loss all the more keenly if I remained.
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